EPISODE 11.

Hey. 1week i never update? :O so long. i got too many stories to be told to you. Firstly, on Monday, or what day it is. When school reopens , i have no stories to tell. I can't remember which day. but days that makes me feels so bad. When i cried for Mr S. Because of S. Mr Salehin because of Shairah. I get to know that Salehin love Shairah. Hurtful isn't it? :( So i cried at school, after school , at canteen , in front of him. While I'm listening to this specific song that makes me cried remembered of Salehin. Actually, i am not crying at the first place.. since i remembered what thing that makes me feel so sad. I cried. Aisha and Ariena can't do anything. They know me well. Times where i cried , leave me alone. If not , you'll get it even you are not at fault. So, i force myself not to cry, but i'm sorry. I cried. I cover my face so it doesn't look obvious. but, my friends can't shut their own mouth, they told Salehin. A letter from him was been sent to me by his friend. i read. so touching and cute. Love it. I can't control myself because i know i can't, i ran to the toilet. Only Aisha give a damn about it and chase me. I WENT TO ONE OF THE TOILET AND CRIED INSIDE , COOL MYSELF UP, DELETING THOSE HURTFUL PARTS, WIPE MY TEARS, ACT NORMAL , FLUSH THE TOILET , OPEN DOOR, GO TO SINK, WASH MY FACE AND WALK TO THE CANTEEN BACK. When i sat back, i continue listening to the same song, again and again.Suddenly, I heard the little voice shouting something. i don't bother to face up and look. so, i ignored. then , my friends go away. i don't know to where. then i heard a footstep coming. I looked and guess who................................................................. S A L E H I N . He come and sat in front of me asking why i cried.. i ran to the toilet AGAIN. At first, i thought my friends are inside the toilet . Then, i checked inside the toilet. They are not there. so , i settle down at the seat inside the toilet. My teardrop can't stop flowing down from my beautiful brown pair of eyes. i started to wake myself up from the dreams. I act like it is a dream. So, i went to face the mirror. I supposed, i look so old after i cried. so, I STOP CRYING, FOLD MY SKIRT , TIDY MY HAIR UP, PUSH THE DOOR , WALK AWAY AND SAT AT THE BENCH I SAT BEFORE THAT. then, after a few minutes later, i was okay. to maintain my face. HAHA. My father fetch me at school after that and the next day.... next update.